I was reading a book on the military veterans who developed PTSD.  It used to be called shell shock and was treated with beer at the Legion Hall.  It came with the industrialization of war 

I was reading a book on the military veterans who developed PTSD.  It used to be called shell shock and was treated with beer at the Legion Hall.  It came with the industrialization of war. But you don’t need to be a war veteran to experience it. I for one experienced PTSD after 25 years in growing up unprotected and in school.

When I was 5 years old, my cousin Mark poisoned with LSD when I was being baby sat. Not only did my aunt Shelia not take me to the hospital, she didn’t tell m

y mother, her sister. Her husband Gerry mocked me because of it, and even called the new mutt Candy which is a nickname for LSD. For years later I had flashbacks. I told my parent s about them, but they didn’t understand why. I told my father I didn’t want to stay at my cousins but he got excited and made me go. 

My uncle Gerry threatened me with his shot gun. He tried to get his youngest son Patrick to shoot me with a loaded shot gun. Partick, 4 years old refused. My cousin Mark was going to push me out of the 3rd flood window. It all lead to PTSD.

Jump forward to grade 9. Brian Sullivan, the principal’s son from the upper middle-class neighbourhood, hated me because I had good grades. Brain threatened me with shooting Chris Beery with a pistol that another fellow brought to school unless I denied my faith. I didn’t. The gun wasn’t loaded apparently.

 And my “friend” Tim Hunt was envious of me. Tim climbed up on the roof of our house to peer in the window at me. He told everyone what he saw as a peeping Tom. Tim destroyed my reputation that I had worked so hard to build up. Years later, Tim kissed me with a cancerous herpes virus on his lip when we were playing card at his house.

I was ostracized many times. For example, a “friend”, Stephen Johnston didn’t invite me with the rest of the gang to his wedding. Me and another friend who wasn’t invited to the wedding showed up at the dance. Stephen came over and asked, who invited you. It remined me of my brother in laws bachelor party for my sister’s wedding. 

At the wedding of another fried, Brent O’Conner said to me, you should hear what I heard about you!  Why do I have to sit beside you?  Nothing like having “friends”.

When I was in university, a Muslim fellow thought I was trying to steal his supposed girlfriend. Kash proceeded to apply Sharia law to me in Canada. He poisoned my uncle who did a year later from heart attack. He poisoned me with some chemical before an the most important exam in Electrical engineering. I got a zero and dropped out of the program.   Muslims don’t forgive. They are wicked people. Its not part of their religion.

I went to Ontario when I graduated with an engineering degree. The company I worked for was underpaying me by 40%. A coworker Thane Wilson offered to babysit my car while I visited home. I found out later that he took it for a joy ride while I was on a plane to my home province. He was an engineering school drop out. So, at the company party, he poisoned me and my boss and my bosses’ boss with a chemical that make you sterile. 

There is a whole lot more, but you get the gist. I developed schizophrenia. I diagnosed myself. after I had PTSD. A psychiatric Dr McClean said I was a hypochondriac. Engineers know more about psychiatry than a psychiatrist.

I end up in an adult care home after attempting suicide. My driver’s licence was taken away from me. I have $135 CAD per month to spend. Have you gone shopping lately?

PTSD is not just a military problem. It is widespread. A boy needs to learn how to fight. Of course, then he’ll always be fighting. You need to know Jujitsu. I was poisoned 6 time in my life that I know about. I was grabbed by the esophagus by a British sailor in my hometown. He said, I don’t like you. On and on it goes. 

All Hell has broken loose on Earth. Life has become unlivable with modern means of war for both civilians and military alike. You can’t help yourself getting PTSD. It is like the straw that broke the camels back. Did I tell you that I was molested by Gerry Dobblystyne the Catholic Boy Scout Leader? I was also accused of being a rapist – on the front page the student newspaper without any charges. They apologized in the next issue Then they shut the newspaper down for the rest of the year. My “friend” Jack Duplisea said in front of 30 people.: “for any embarrassment it may have caused. We all know something about you that you don’t know about yourself.” Are you going to go kill yourself?” he asked.

I deal with schizophrenia and panic attacks every day. I have no help from my family, just strangers who have become my family. The government pays me disability insurance from when I worked. Being a civilian is almost as bad as going to war nowadays. I do fell for the soldier’s wand what they go through. When will it all end?

We need Jesus in our lives. You may not like Donald Trump, but he is on the money in a lot of issues. I don’t think the USA will last another generation. Things have gotten out of hand since the hippies of the 1960’s who destroyed the church with the help of priests. We no longer live in a wholesome society.  THE USA has the black problem; they are jail birds. The culture is corrupt from Hollywood. Pretty young girls get tattoos that are warned about in the Bible as a sign of damnation. Boys and girls don’t want to be boys or girls. Homosexuality is ramper even to the point of allowing gays to marry and adopt children. Infanticide is ramped. Illegitimacy is ramped. Drug use is ramped Entertainment is immoral. Our heroes are on drugs.  The USA is too far gone to recover. We are witnessing the end of an empire. China will take over unless we see Armageddon. Can we still say human being s are intelligent life?  On and on it goes. Life is unlivable nowadays. There was a concerted effort by the Devil and his minions to destroy the Church. It began with the protestant deformation (sic), mixed marriages, and relativism. TV played its part. Its all but over.

I think the final date is November 9th, 2023, after a catastrophe on sept 25th, 2023. Not many go to heaven. Most people end up in Hell.